Showing posts with label health. Show all posts
Showing posts with label health. Show all posts

1.25.2009

sick of the sick

friday morning i woke up to find a toddler with a very low fever and was so happy that i started to count my chickens before they were hatched. he has still been really lethargic and only wants to lay on the couch. he's still hacking away with this terrible cough and very drippy nose but at least the fever has gone down - we'll take it. the saddest thing you've ever heard though is his sweet little voice all horse and scratchy.

then about half way through the morning i could feel the first little tingles of a cough in the back of my throat and kept saying to myself, "i will NOT get sick, i am NOT getting sick, i don't have TIME to get sick, uh-uh, no way, absolutely NOT, no sir." then spencer called from school and needed to be picked up because he is was sick. this morning my "stay well mantre" was quashed by my sinus headache which i haven't been able to shake all day. so can i just ask WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON HERE!? we just don't get sick very often and i guess that's a good thing because i'm just not patient enough to deal with it long term like this. i'm officially sick of the sick. bleh.

1.22.2009

helpless

there is nothing worse than when your kids are sick. it's just such a helpless feeling, especially for a mom, whose job is to make everyone feel better. poor little ethan has been hit by a nasty cold and cough bug AND the flu bug and is just so miserable. we are going on our sixth day of really high fevers, drippy nose, weepy eyes, no sleep and a limp toddler who just wants to be held around the clock. it's breaking my heart! and i'll be honest, i'm feeling a little stir crazy, i'm sure ethan is too. and i think i could live without ever watching another episode of "little einsteins" again and die a happy woman. the bad news is that our pediatrician said the flu strain this year is about 10-14 days! what the? the good news? it's not the "throwing up" kind of flu, and, we're not in the hospital, so we'll take it and just count ourselves lucky. poor little guy.

1.14.2009

land of the living

i love getting into the hot hot shower after days of being sick and staying in the same stinky clothes and scrubbing every last little bit of flu memory from my skin. i finally did that today, somewhere around 2pm when i decided it was time to re-join the land of the living. it felt so good to blow dry my clean hair and put some make up on. spencer's birthday is tomorrow so i ran a few errands to get ready for his birthday breakfast and it felt so good to be out in the fresh air! i even went to book club tonight, which i love - why have i never blogged about book club? next month. my stomach even feels pretty good after being served a super yummy but very rich treat, so life is good. i love being well, and some times it takes being sick to appreciate your health!
side note: it's after midnight and so i'm not looking as "fresh" in this photo as i feel. also, the flash is not my friend. i hate using a flash, but i missed my opportunity to take a self portait in day light today, so for now it has to do.

1.11.2009

kidney bean shaped invaders

last night i was all excited to be so pepared to teach my first week of the CTR 5 class. i felt like a high schooler all ready to turn in a big project that i knew was great. you know this feeling? then, somewhere around midnight, it all went wrong. wrong as in sitting on the potty with the garbage can because you can't predict which end will blow first. sorry, there just wasn't a better way to say it. sleeping with the heating pad to try and get warm, shivering so hard you begin to wonder if it's really possible for your teeth to shatter. then you close your eye lids over your burning hot eyeballs and think - dang, the one year i miss the stupid flu shot!
needless to say, i didn't teach my class today. i had to call the primary president and bail on my very first day. i was so embarrassed - i promised her a hundred times on the phone that i really AM dependable, and really, i hardly ever get sick. she was of course fine with it, but still. hopefully i can generate the same kind of excitement for myself next week.

as a side note: i was really pleased to find this image of the influenza virus during a google search. pleased because, it shows exactly how i'm picturing my insides right now. all green and gross with little kidney bean shaped invaders swimming around. ok, i'm going back to bed now.